Finding my voice

I realized something today and yesterday as I was writing my testimony and a facebook post on pod casting....I know why I shun away from videos and putting myself out there. Growing up....nothing was private in our house. My parents could enter our rooms...read our diaries etc whenever they wanted. So I learned never to write anything down. Sharing with others has produced mix results over the years. Most of the time with negative results lol. We tried implementing...ask yourself before you speak...is it true is it kind is it neccessay...if its true and neccessary...be kind.  It is very hard for me to see any as neccessary because my voice was stomped on for the first 36 years of my life ( thats how long it took for me to confront my parents). This is a new concept for me. Writing is so much a part of my being, I just thought it came easy to everyone. Until I went to college this last time and realized everyone else didnt write 3 to 5 page papers in an hour lol. So my assignment for myself this month....on top of everything else i am doing...is to write and find my voice. 

Todays take away:

I will call apon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from my enemies.

Even if I never tell another person anything....I shall continue to tell the Lord because he never wavers. And is worthy of all praise.